Oh my goodness I do this, Lord forgive I do this: "...snatching pleasures He has not provided, as though to administer our own balm to wounds of disappointment."
Here is the prayer that ends Day 58 in 100 Days, and I pray it once again now:
Father God, I entrust my future into Your hands. Forgive me for seeking comfort in sources not of You, and show me how to find all my needs met in You. Show me how to remain steadfast in honoring You in my behavior even when I am lonely, hungry, or tired; teach me not to let my physical state dim the expression of Your Holy Spirit through me. Amen.